Life at 25's

"You are still very fresh,unpolluted by the politic,innocent"

This is the feedback I got from him and sister..

I admit that i still have a lot of things to learn..

2010 year is the year that I really learnt lot of thingsss. I learnt how to be positive, i learnt how to think mature, I know the life I want, i know ..i want to make my life different. I want to earn more money. Thus,i really give myself a try in sale line. I not sure whether I suitable in this line or not but I always believe that- never try never know.

This is a very new team. Everyone of us work very closely like a family. May be . . Because we are still new, no politic issue. . And this is the only job that I really enjoy the environment.. At least, at this moment.

Why add colleagues at facebook seem like a big deal for her? Ya I know she had a lots of working experience, expose to many different thing whereby in working life, there is no such thing called 'sincere friendship among colleagues '.

Ya I do not deny on it but why the same words come out from her and brother-in-law, i felt very uncomfortable with her words. I know have to be very smart in nowadays society. But..as brother-in-law said "Everyone need to go through it, you still really new. . Nvm, slowly you will know.. "

Ok. I got it. Just let me experience myself.

"Sis, I really wonder..how can you survive at here .. "

I also don't know why..everyday I listened to negative words. Everyday every time it seems i'm the one who always doing wrong thing and being blamed, but I just remain silent.. Whereby I think this is the best answer for her..

Can I have a peace and happy environment whereby after one day's work, no more nagging and blaming?

Sometime..i think that work further from house is the best for me. Daniel don't know the real reason behind I want to work further from kl. I just want to restart my life.

I told him I want to go sarawak.. He was a bit shock and tried to analyze for me the pro and con. Ya I did think before whatever he said. That's why I still stay back kl. When can I have my own family? But i'm not yet mature enough to have a family. This is really no answer from me..

As he said, i'm really really well-protected by family. Ya, I do..which sometime really bring some side effect for me..