Part of mY Life

I forgot when exactly the day, the girl had received a text from him " I have read your blog. Quite nice. "

Thanks...

He is the 1st person to read the blog. He always support the girl, guides her, teaches her, accompany her. During the university life, they have nothing to worry. Weekend dating, shopping, playing, studying. The girl was studying quietly, while the guy was playing his game. Even though they did their own thing separately, as long as they are together, they felt warm. Nothing can separate them up.

Until the girl started to work, she has changed. Her mind, her demand, her personality were changed. The girl looks for a better life. She hopes her partner can work hard, strive for his goal, care more on his career instead. She is looking for a guy that can really give him the things she want. A future life that she won't worry about the financial.

She is a tough girl. Since childhood, dad had trained her to be an independent girl " I won't give you the money unless you find the way to earn it. If you want to buy your stuff, use your money" .

During the primary school, mum only give RM 1 as the pocket money. She save half from it.

During the secondary school, even up to Form 6, mum give more on the pocket money, RM 3. She skip for the lunch, and save half from it.

She is good in study. She received many scholarships since primary school. Every time when she received the PTPTN, she still will save half from it. She is very good in saving, just because of the dream - she wants to use the money to travel the world. This is her dream. Everyone dream of it, of course.

" I want you to use the money go and see the world outside, rather than buying the car. I want you to perceive the things that you wont be able to see when you stick to the comfortable zone.. "

Ya, this is what she wants. But, after working for 1 year, she uses her saving to buy a car. Just because she needs the car to travel, to learn more things.

She wants to learn English, polish her English; she needs the car to go for the part time job to earn extra income; she wants to go for a better job which needs travel, that's why she buys the car.

She tried for many jobs, failed many times. The only reason was because of the poor English and communication skill. She was tired, she had lost her direction. She don't know what she want... She totally lost her confidence. She wants to earn more within the short time but this make her lost her way.

She almost to give up herself. Yet, he never give up her. He encourages her, motivates her, guides her, supports her.

" Take a rest 1st, don't keep on applying the jobs when you do not master well your English. You still will face the failure. "

Looking into his eyes, the girl felt that he has changed. He has became mature. He gives advise, opinion & motivation. Last time, he will not say so. He only will console her but now, he provides more than that.

"I didn't feel empty even my financial is empty. From other aspect, i am damn rich. I know my salary is low, but i know this is the best environment. I believe this company is the best stepping stone for me to go into MNE .. "

She still choose him, until now, because she knows he has lots of space to improve. When somebody asked her " What make you stick to him for almost 3 years ? "

I only smiled and replied " Although i cant really see my future, i can see his improvement which can lead us to a good future.. "

22nd Dec 09, 12.46am
~ She choose to stay..