My Idol

I was in a very bad mood. ..

Alone at home, accidentally make the alarm rang, being scolded by brother-in-law due to the careless, poppy peed in the home, worried about my future career...

All those things suddenly burst into my mind.

When the alarm rang, it was really SHOCKED! The THUNDER-like sound really make my limbs weak. But, the only thing that I know I have to do is run upstairs to inform my brother- in-law that, it was just a false alarm.

But.. I still being scolded. Ok, is my fault. I admit.

I let poppy alone at downstairs, he peed inside the house. My fault.

I forgot to off the alarm, alarm rang and it caused the non-stop calling from the operator to my brother-in-law, who is still enjoying his trip with my sister. My fault.

I always cant get into the good company, because of my poor speaking. My fault.

I thought i was tough enough to face all of these, until i received the message from my favorite blogger.

"Hey sorry for late reply. How's your blog? I wrote something mentioning you in my blog... "

Baby cheer, is my baby name in his heart. He named it for me, because he said it's suitable for me ~ CHEER = happy everyday.

I read the blog. Just the 1st paragraph, my tears drop.

"A young reader of my blog, Cheer, decided to start off blogging after following my little 'lEft.nothingbehind' for quite some times. She sent me a message telling me how nervous she was.

And I did not reply Cheer's message. I only smiled and wished her all the best, in my heart. "

I replied his text as he asked about my new career. I told him that i not sure whether the new company's is good or not, but what i know is I want to leave for current company. If not, i'm rotting. And, never try never know .

"Gud. Sorry i cant spend time with you while yin's gone. M tied up with drilling operations.. I have just canceled joining to races and a mountaineering just because i need to standby in office most of the time. Busy.. tired.

Pls make sure you take care and let me know if anything.. "

Wow...

I'm not alone. His text make me warm.

He is really great. He is my idol, since i was a kid, until now, and in the future.

Since i was small,he was my personal teacher. He was the one who taught me studying, writing, playing.

During my childhood, I remembered that every time after the lunch, he dragged me go for study. Using the short white chalk, writing on the blackboard, taught me the alphabet, the sentences, the calculation & the drawing.

He is very creative. He can use the different cartoon in the teaching guide book, named them in different characteristic, and make a long interesting story to us.

It is really, really impressed me! I still can remember the cover of the book - yellow cover. And it was a raining afternoon, he was surrounded by at least 5 kids, listened to his story...

He never end his story even when he grow up. Now, he has his own blog. He write his feelings & stories in the blog...

I'm really proud of you, bro, deep in my heart.

~ 16th dec 2009. 11.49pm .
It's great that to turn the feelings into the words. And, i feel better now.. :) ~